There have been many attempts,
There have been many people,
You always meant the world to me,
But I see the darkness,
I see my dark shadow covering over me,
It won't make me who I am,
It'll make me weaker,
So I got to see the truth,
Where I don't know who I am,
Or what I am,
All I know is I'm a mess,
I know that I wish I could like myself better,
But unfortunately I can't do that,
So I am laying on the ground,
Playing my piano,
Singing these melodies,
That you have always known me by,
I have got the chance to be me,
I'm going to keep playing my instruments,
And attempting to sing,
I know that I can't provide it all,
I know I'm not as great as anyone,
But you know that I'm in love with you,
So the ground will get colder,
And eventually my eyes will close,
When I write,
I can't explain,
I can't explain what I feel,
But you know my true feelings,
So I guess this is my final goodbye,
I've got nothing else to live for,
You'll see the boy laying next to the tree,
Lifeless and cold,
But this isn't how you wanted him down,
He let himself be like this,
The only person he wants is you,
But unfortunately he can't provide it,
Of love and affection,
So I guess I'll be leaving,
I'm sorry
There have been many people,
You always meant the world to me,
But I see the darkness,
I see my dark shadow covering over me,
It won't make me who I am,
It'll make me weaker,
So I got to see the truth,
Where I don't know who I am,
Or what I am,
All I know is I'm a mess,
I know that I wish I could like myself better,
But unfortunately I can't do that,
So I am laying on the ground,
Playing my piano,
Singing these melodies,
That you have always known me by,
I have got the chance to be me,
I'm going to keep playing my instruments,
And attempting to sing,
I know that I can't provide it all,
I know I'm not as great as anyone,
But you know that I'm in love with you,
So the ground will get colder,
And eventually my eyes will close,
When I write,
I can't explain,
I can't explain what I feel,
But you know my true feelings,
So I guess this is my final goodbye,
I've got nothing else to live for,
You'll see the boy laying next to the tree,
Lifeless and cold,
But this isn't how you wanted him down,
He let himself be like this,
The only person he wants is you,
But unfortunately he can't provide it,
Of love and affection,
So I guess I'll be leaving,
I'm sorry
Submitted: May 14, 2012
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MASHItaylor
No, Your staying cause your a great person and you shouldn't be feeling this way.
Wed, May 16th, 2012 1:57pmAuthor
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Michael it's just what I felt in the poem not the actual thing
Wed, May 16th, 2012 8:40am