Why Did I Trust You This Time

You left me earlier in the year,

On my sixteenth birthday,

You made me feel like love no longer existed,

Because it was supposed to be a great day,

But you left me in the dust like a shadow,

You just thought I was a pawn,

You thought you could get me to believe,

But now I don't get why I trusted you this time,

I don't ever wanna hear your name again,

Why'd I believe you changed,

All you wanted was Alex,

Not me,

Just him,

You talked about him the whole time we dated,

Why must you do this and shred my heart,

As if it never needed shredding,

Please don't ever do it again,

But you don't even care bout me any more,

My life is in shambles without you,

But I don't want you back so I might just drink my pains away