Outside looking around

There are more than two ways to go

On the outside looking in at least you know

You know exactly where you want to be

Inside looking out there is tons of things to see

But I'm not inside and I don't belong

Everything I've tried I've done all wrong

Looking for something that can't be found

I'm on the outside and looking around

Atleast on the inside looking out you are somewhere

I don't even know what to do out here

I don't know if I want to be inside

I don't know if I'm feeling shame or pride

So should I see the bright lights as blinding?

Or as someone's spotlight trying to find me?

is my head in the sky or on the ground?

I'm on the outside looking around