These feelings that I have,
I want to just abandon,
They do nothing but hurt me,
I was sure I was over it,
clearly i'm not.
I need to move on,
and carry on with my life.
Easier said than done.
I wish I could simply tell myself,
you don't feel the way you feel.
I wish I could forget that I ever fell for you.
I don't know how to do it - God knows ive tried.
I try to be the friend,
and be there for you -
but when you talk about other women,
my heart breaks in two.
At one point, I thought you felt the same for me.
Anymore, I don't know what to think.
I know you said we need to be more open about feelings,
But that's hard for me to do.
Especially when I have mistakenly fallen for you.
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