Love Letter - I'm Sorry...

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Emily split up with her boyfriend but now she regrets it - a fictional letter.

Submitted: December 15, 2011

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Dear Steve,

I've been for nearly two months now in the gloomy Seattle and I’ve been reflecting on what made me come here. I thought I needed a change or perhaps a break from my stressful routine down in Austin – I’m not even sure. I miss you a lot lately and I realize this is harder than I thought. It’s somewhat easier during the day while busy at work, but the evenings and nights are unbearable... and Christmas day is so close; I remember last year I had such a great time with you, I wish I could relive all that time. I remember the lovely tree, the cookies and the gorgeous swan that you made - so adorable - I’ll never forget it!

But here I am now feeling lonely and lost and it’s seems like such a different world up here, I try to get used to my new job where everyone seems inattentive and distant. Then I come home, I collapse on my cold bed and all I feel is guilt and reproach. A part of me wants to get over you and move on but deep inside me it hurts and I can’t help it – I miss you so badly, I can’t stop thinking about your warmth, your sweet smile, your strong arms twisting gently around my waist. I kept a photo of you on my cell phone, then I deleted it but it doesn’t help and neither do my burning tears rolling on my cold face down on my pillow which I hug with frustration then my resentment blends with my sleep when the night slides away and the following night and the next and so on!

I can’t keep going on this way; I made so many mistakes in my life... I’m sorry and I’m really considering coming back to you and I can only hope you can forgive my selfish decision. Despite everything, I’ve never stopped being yours and more than anything else I want you to be mine again.

Loving you always,

Emily.

 


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