i try to write some happy rhymes
but it's weird, i have't written one for a long time
i try to think of things to say
but what happy things are there, when i feel this way?
i have you, my boyfriend so i won't moan
but you're barely ever there, i feel so alone
you spend days ignoring me then say i'm blanking you
but you must not realise you do that to me too
sometimes i feel like my hearts in a shredder
i'm in so much pain, without change, it won't ever get better
one minute you care
the next, you wouldn't dare
it's like it's true love
then you treat me like the others
how can we say we date
when we barely act like mates
we don't talk, hug or kiss
so tell me babe, what's the point of this?
at first, you were so kind
i thought there's no one better i could find
but you walk straight past me without saying hi
and you don't even bother saying bye
one minute you're wiping away my tears
then the next, you dont want to be anywhere near
one minute you're hugging away all my fears
the next, you're the cause of the pain that sears
through my bones, flesh and heart
slowly and painfully causing it to part
one minute it was me and you against the world
the next, you can't find a single word.
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