how i let you down

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a poem about my mom and how i should treat her better than i do

Submitted: November 20, 2011

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Submitted: November 20, 2011

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-sittin here thinkin dam man i make her mad, i disappoint her wen i do bad

 

and i just sit back and laugh ,man thts mesed up

 

i got her mind all messed up ,

 

got her tryna figure out how she gunna pay my tickets

 

when it was my mistakes

 

and it feel like im gettin worse

 

tryna do better but its like a  curse

 

dam man thats messed up

 

how am i gunna bring my mom down

 

the 1 thts been there wen my dad left

 

raised me on her own and was always there for me wen i needed it

 

bring me up wen im feelin down

 

now all im doin is bringin her down

 

and i dont never tell her wat she deserves to hear

 

cuz if i did i wuld tell her she da best

 

tell her she deserves nuthin lless then the best

 

i wish i treat her better

 

all the things i love about her cant be put in a letter

 

but she dont kno tht cuz i never take the time to say it

 

i better let her no b4 its to late 

 

cuz u kno what they say u never no wat u had till you loose it

 

and if i ever loose her i wuld be  clueless

 

cuz she leads me

 

and this  aint even rhymein cuz im loosin my  mind n i admit im cryin

 

cuz i put her threw so much  trouble  with the lyin

 

2morrows mothers day and i wanna see her smilin

 

but it seem lik every mothers day is a normal day were everybodys arguin

 

my house is a mad house

 

and i cant stand it

 

im happy to step foot out not even care were im goin as long as im gettin away from the screamin and fightin

 

is it a home wen u wanna be gone

 

i lose time with my mom cuz my  dad is wrong

 

so i leave cuz i kno it will just get worse if i open my mouth and speak

 

cuz i tried it, got 2 close and landin on the floor jus lik the old days wen he used 2 hit mom

 

now he hit me knockd me out landed me on the fukin ground but shyt i got up and still seem 2 stand strong

 

maybe all this b.s i go threw is why i do so wrong

but im gettin off subject cuz this was supposd to be talkin bout mom and how much i love her

and i know that we, fight day in and day out

But dont question my respect cuz its there without a doubt

and i know we yell and shout

but thats not what im about

cuz im all about you

and no matter what i do

i know you'll always love me, always love me thru

all the mistakes that i make

or the things that i break

but no one can ever take away this mother and daughter connetion

it sticks wtih us for life like an incurable infection


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