Do you ever feel like you have this itch that you can't get rid of, something that runs deep down inside of you, something that makes you feel like you are going crazy. Well I have this itch,
that can't go away, unless there is something I can do, but what? That is what I have to keep asking myself, and then, the idea comes across...
I want to feel the cold blade across my wrist. I have this itch deep in my blood by my wrist, and scratching it is not helping the itch go away, so I just need a blade, to get to the itch.
I want to feel the nice cold blade as I slide it across my wrist. Going deep down, and watching the blood pour out of my wrist, escaping onto the blade, and the floor. Drip, drip, the blood falls, the physical pain is shooting through my body.
I could scream it hurts so much, but finally, I am feeling something more painful than the pain in my heart, in my mind, in my soul. Drip, drip, the blood is falling, but tears fall no more. There are no tears, just screams, screams of agony, screams of pain.
I want to feel the cold blade across my wrist, it's a drug, and I need my fix. I feel like a crack addict who is going on day three of withdraw. I need the blade across my wrist, before I end up hurting someone else. It's always better to hurt thyself than someone else. So please, just look away and let me put the blade to my wrist, and slide across it, and feel some pain, other than the pain, deep inside my mind, my heart, and above all, my soul.
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