THe Life I Live

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Poetry of my life

Submitted: December 17, 2011

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We we're so young,

Only maybe about 10 and 13 years old

You were my only sister and blood relative i knew at the time.

 But they took you from me, i was so little i had no clue what was going on

All i knew was that my heart was slowly breaking I no longer got to be with the big sister who would sometimes be there for me

It took them two years to allow me to see you again

Over those two years i got into drugs and alchole

I  became the person i said i'd never be

All i can remember now is the pain i went through with out you there to help me escape

Monica I miss you so much,  I just can't believe i've done all of these horrible things

I've just been longing for the love i never had as a child

I know its not right but what is right anymore

Nothing is'

Im alone in this world with no one to love me and care for me like my parents were supposed to do

How am i ever supposed to have a normal relationship with people, when all i ever want is for them to love me as if there my parent

But there not there my friends and i treat them like my parents treated me which is like shit

Im losing everyone i once cared and loved

Whats going on lord Im supposed to be getting better but all im doing is getting worse

I can't believe the life im living is hell


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