Life less ragdoll

I can hear your depressing insults. I can feel the way your words wound my soul. I can understand the hatred you feel towards me. But you dont. You dont think you wound me. you drive me deeper into depression. I might as well be a lifeless ragdoll. So that i feel nothing as you insult me . So that you are guilt free when i start crying. So that you can go about living in a way a ragdoll couldnt. So that i feel nothing as i slit my wrists.