confidence that was broken

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a story of a young girl who has been broken since she was in middle school, now she is trying to regain her confidence back.

Submitted: October 20, 2011

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Submitted: October 20, 2011

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My name is Shakira leonare Johnson and i am 16. i went to london baker middle school, i was only 6, i didn't know either to be scared or cry as soon as i went into the school i meet many people that was my age, i meet this girl name saundra and her best friend name tanya. i remembered that day when i ask them both would they like to use one of mechanical pencils, they accepted. on this day i thought i accomplished friends, but to come to my suprise i accomplished a friend that would be my best friend throughout my years through middle school (saundra) i didn't know i was going to steal saundra away from tanya. days went by and i encounter being teased because of being fat and dark. In 5th grade i remember a boy name walter would take a napkin and without me looking swipe it across my nake, then he would say DANG LOOK AT THE DIRT AROUND YOUR NECK, because i was likely to be obest, the doctor told me thats why i had the dirt that was build up in the back of my neck. MANN there was times when i would none stop cry,because i would get teased of being UGLY AND FAT, the two words that sew a seed in your mind and would be hard to deadin the plant. i remember times when i would get pushed around.until this day and on up to 6th grade. yeah i thought, because i graduted and gone to a newwww school (junior high), but things weren't no different. it was this boy in my class that would tease me and my friend rajanah for being ugly, his name was jerome pilgrim,mann i thought he was devil\"devil\", he would just make fun of me and my friend everyday, i would never forget this day when it was tacky day and my friends wanted to take pictures and i didn't want to because i thought why should i, the picture would only turn out to be UGLY i thought. people say words don't hurt,but am here to tell you they do, they cut through u like a butter knife. there was this girl who would smell like pee and she would get teased to more than i did, but she was going to move, i was kind of wanted to her to stay, cause she got all the insults off of me towards her, but as soon as she left,i was the target and i would never forget this day when i ask one of my associates to sign my autograph book,because everyone was getting everyone signature before graduation and he wanted to sign my book it said these exact words my number is 1773 651 2574 "hit me up" i thought to myself so did he ruin my self esteem for all these years and did because he liked to me, well i would never know.but to all my girls out there love yourself with all your heart and DON'T LET ANYONE LOWER YOUR SELF ESTEEM because you find more than trying to please other people but DEPPRESSED to the point you feel like there's no future,let the lord guide you and wipe every tear away from your eyes

 

 

sincerely, shakira leonare johnson

 

 

 

 

 


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