My Punishment (Por)

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Please accompany this poem with this fantastic piano peice, "Oracles" by Fleshgod Apocalypse. It can be found on YouTube...
Thank You....

Submitted: June 03, 2012

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I,
I can not begin to imagine the punishment I deserve...
The punishment that should be dealt to all who drive their loved one away...
Such regret I hold for the spawn of my mouth, for the weakness of my mind....
I long to hold You again, not letting go, gazing at every part of You, sinking into Your deep, dark eyes.....
I know not where You are now or how You are, I am forbidden to ask, but still I care....
If You are smiling, or if You are in need, but I am not permitted to be by Your side....
My punishment is as follows......
I am not allowed to be there when You are smiling, not able to witness the breath taking sight of Your momentary happiness....
I am not able to reach over to You and comfort You as You sob silently, not able to kiss Your hand nor Your forehead, nor wipe away Your tears....
I am unable to sever my thoughts from You, unable to sever my wants, my cravings, my desire for You....
Our times together, Our bonding, Our binding, Our emotions, Our intimacy..... Our Love
But this is the fault of I....
If I could I would reverse it all, back to a time were I held You in my arms, looking into Your eyes....
I would say that I love You so, I would proclaim the world to be Yours, I would kiss You....I would cry....
Perhaps You shall read this, I hope You do...but perhaps another part of my punishment is that You shall not know of my plight...my regret...
This Love that I hold for You, it shall never fade, this trust I have for You shall only grow stronger, my loyalty to You is whole....
I am Yours and shall remain Yours throughout time....never forgetting, forever wishing to hold You again....to Love You again....my Love

This world is too harsh to be alone in, too large to map without You....
My sorrow for what is now can not be deeper, nor can it be more pure of darkness....
Such a void, soo quickly I have been tossed into it's unmerciless depths....
I am forever gazing upwards for Your light...for Your hand...My Love....
I love You....


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