Some New Guy

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Talking to a new guy

Submitted: August 20, 2014

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I like this new guy…Maybe a little too much, too soon…I can’t help it…He’s pleasant in each and every way imaginable…A true gentlemen, worthy of only the finest chick…That’s why I like him…But, it’s too soon…I don’t want to like him so much…I want to take things slowly…He is…He’s taking it real slow…At times I have to double check if he really is into me or if it’s just my head playing tricks with me…I don’t know what he’s waiting for…I don’t have much patience…If I were a man, I’d be very pushy…But, I was taking things slowly…I don’t know what happened…I just have to find a distraction…Being in this room for hours at a time must be doing this to me…And I don’t want to mess up, because he seems like a great catch…So, I have to be careful…Do the right things, make the right moves…I don’t want to scare him away…He needs to see I’m worthy of such a treasure…I’ll buy a few dresses…The ones that hug your waist and show your curves…They bring out your femininity…He needs to see how feminine I can be…How beautiful I can walk…How precious my make-up is…He needs to see that I take care of myself…I work out…I shop at Whole Foods…He’ll appreciate that…All I want to do is impress him…And get him off my mind…He needs to stay out of there for a bit…I have to work on myself…I have to learn to be alone…Enjoy my single life and get girlfriends…I need to go out and meet new people…Diversify my knowledge of things and learn how to do stuff…I need to meet me…To find that girl that is always hiding behind a relationship…Always in a relationship…Giving my life away to people who later disappear and leave the biggest of holes in my heart…People who never understood how much they meant to me and what a big deal it was for me to meet them…After they leave, I have nothing…I never have anything left…No friends to hold on to, no things to do, no nothing…Every time…And it sucks…And I’m tired of it…Yet, I can’t help wanting him…Why can’t I just be one of those chicks who do one-night stands?...I bet they don’t have to go through this…Why do I get so attached to the point where my entire world revolves around them?...So unfair…I hate it, but I love it…I love being in a relationship…And I hate being in a relationship…When I’m in one, I want everyone else and the person I’m with…But, when I’m not, I want that ONE person really bad…Like, I wake up with them on my mind and go to sleep the same…It’s crazy insane!...And the worst part is that he’s probably not into me as much as I am into him…And maybe he won’t be in a long time…But, it won’t stop me from wanting him so bad...And that sucks…Because here I am, in desperate need of finding myself, when some random dude comes out of nowhere and fucks it all it up…And I hate it


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