Sorting It All Out

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Too much on my mind

Submitted: August 11, 2011

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Submitted: August 11, 2011



I love him SO much...

so how can I even begin to explain it?

but if it’s such a happy thing

Why am I hurting like this?

Could it be the fear of the end,

The fear I’ll rush things to their end,

Or the fear put into my heart by those who say he lied or I can’t trust him?

Is it the shame I feel when I even consider what they say?

He’s real...

He must be...

I trust him.

And when I wonder if I’m wrong for doing so,

I’m disgusted I even thought that.

But it’s not that I don’t trust him...

It’s that I don’t want to be blinded by love.

And I still don’t understand how or why he could love me...

Which brings the fear of loosing him to someone else...

There’s so much on my mind

But I don’t know how to sort it all out

I want more. I want it all; perfect happiness.

But I NEVER want it to be over.

And how can I possibly prevent that?

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