Lost Love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic

This is a poem or something i did back in my senior year of high school. It is something that was personal at the time and now that i found this website and don't mind sharing a little look into me. It does rhyme so as long as you give it the time you should fine it isn't THAT bad, although yes there are poor choices of words in there but oh well.

 

Want to hear a story with a crappy ending?

Well too late, if you said no,

You’re attending a story that has a flow,

It begun back in middle school,

8th grade, a grade that I acted a fool,

A grade that I failed music, slept and drool,

But on a bus I met a girl, who’ll,

After a couple of weeks turn me into a ghoul,

I broke the one thing I had, a rule,

I got to know her, and asked her out,

Not straight up, no,

I took a different route,

I wrote it on a gum wrapper and handed it to her,

Didn’t tell her what it was about,

I was scared of course, because I’ve never done it before,

The next day I got an answer,

Soon my freight was transferred,

Happiness flew through me I was glad that she said yes,

Right then I felt like the best,

We then went out for maybe a year till the fresh year,

Then she did what I always fear,

Broke up, but just as every other It didn’t bother me much,

But still felt nauseous enough to need a crutch.

For some reason I still felt touched.

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I thought I would never feel this way,

About someone till she came,

I felt like the best each day,

Yet, I didn’t know if she felt the same,

“It won’t last” some of them say,

But to make it last was my aim,

But the relationship was put to a halt,

Of course it was totally my fault,

Sometimes I wished I could restart.

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Felt like crap for the rest of that year,

Not one smile that went ear to ear,

Didn’t want to see her cause the pain would be too sever

I still felt a little down,

Still wore the same frown,

Felt fine, as long as I was with friends,

They all was my mental cleanse,

But by Christmas all that ends,

Heard by her close friend at the time,

That she felt bad, I laughed in my mind,

But I still liked her a bit,

I sent her a message… Want to give it another try?

I once again felt great when she did reply,

Another yes, who would have guess,

We got closer to each other,

This time, it went further,

Didn’t ever think I would get so close,

This was the time I chose,

Had our first kiss, my all-time first,

Everything slows,

If only I knew that I was cursed,

After a shower got a call that you should know,

A young girl saying it’s over, no not GF but worst,

A friend, her’s and my best friend’s girl,

This time I was mad, my head begun to swirl.

------

I thought I would never feel this way,

About someone till she came,

I felt like the best each day,

Yet, I didn’t know if she felt the same,

“It won’t last” some of them say,

But to make it last was my aim,

But the relationship was put to a halt,

Of course it was totally my fault,

Sometimes I wished I could restart.

------

I don’t have to tell you that both girls were dumped.

He dumped his, and I later found out I dumped mine,

Now that is what had me stumped,

I couldn’t wrap around that line,

Till half way through sophomore year

Yeah, went out again third time is the charm,

She told me what I didn’t hear,

This “friend” lied to me, just trying to cause harm,

I said to forget it, the present was then,

I lived within the present and spent as much time with her,

That I did, spent time with her up until when,

She went to her dad away further,

I was alright with it then, but now as I think of it,

That was when my mind begun to twist,

I began to get jealous, something I said I would never get,

Got lost in a paranoid, dark, mist,

I ruined it, lost her, and grew depressed

A lot of the pain I suppressed,

But inside I was bleeding,

End my life, I was pleading,

Was even talking to a good friend about it,

I didn’t throw a fit one bit,

But I was close to submit,

They pulled me out of the hole,

They saved my old good soul,

But as the time grew she moved on,

So did I, if it wasn’t for Ja’n

Except I grew evil,

I felt things like sadness and pain,

So I made a rule, not to have a sequel,

Some may think of it as insane

But I thought it was needful,

I tried my best to delete her, it is true,

To totally forget and renew,

So I ignored, avoided, and resented her,

But still showed a smile as she enter,

Just to make this better,

One year later, I still feel something for her,

I, didn’t burn anything, or throw it away,

Still have a pic from the 8th grade,

But I was told learn to continue on, so I did,

But there are sometimes that I wonder what could have been.

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I thought I would never feel this way,

About someone till she came,

I felt like the best each day,

Yet, I didn’t know if she felt the same,

“It won’t last” some of them say,

But to make it last was my aim,

But the relationship was put to a halt,

Of course it was totally my fault,

Sometimes I wished I could restart.

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Submitted: May 15, 2013

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