I sit here meditating about how miserable my life is
Lamenting about what I lost,
Crying when I think about the old-time...
Weeping for what I was,
Sobbing for what I used to have,
Sighing for lost friends ....
Forfeited in my pain I forgot to praise for what I have here and now...
Smile when the sun shines for me
Feel happy for my remaining true friends
Cheer up when someone tells me: you can do it!
So lost in my grief I became blind..
I can only witness darkness, feel pain, cry endlessly
I wish what I cannot possess anymore
I long for what wasn't meant to be...
It's time to wake up,
Time to love, time to give
Time to believe in a new tomorrow
Time for new dreams
Time to value what's worth it!!
So on this Christmas I'm grateful
For the new friends, for the love I have
For a moment I will smile
'Cause I am loved and respected
For a moment I will close my eyes
Think only about the little things in my life...
A good comment about me,
A good laugh with a friend,
I will keep in my heart all the sweet words I have been told
I will keep crying and suffering
But today, is time to bottle all the little good things in my life....
Today I cried but now I will smile
'Cause it's Christmas time!!
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