Trying to fall asleep
I watch the hours passing by
Red numbers shinning in my bedside clock
As flames from hell burning my eyes!...
Long is the night
Creepy and scary
Like a black hole in my universe
Sucking all my life away
Freezing me to death!...
This cemetery that is my heart,
Full of skeletons and scars
Screams inside for deliverance …
Bleeding soul choking in its own blood!
Tears of despair flooding my eyes
Empty windows of a lost soul
Filled with darkness where nothing remains!
Trying to fall asleep
My head spins with painful thoughts
Just wishing I wasn't here
Just waiting for an answer
Long and cold is my eternal night
A dark shadow haunts me in my dreams...
Is it my past? Is it my future?
The doors of hell open for me
Weeping and groans of suffering and sorrow
All around me,
An infinite world of punishment!...
Crying till there's no more tears to be wiped
I dry to death
Standing alone I find myself even in twilight
Surrounded by wounded spirits
Masters of eternal darkness!...
Long is my night,
A hollow place where only I can see the red hellish numbers
Counting the time to the reaper to come and take me
Deep below to his deep well!...
Always forsaken and lonely
Always in suffering
But, blind eyes cannot see it
Hardened hearts don't care
Sobbing and suffocating I am
A last effort to breath
A last attempted of survival,
Hopeless and forlorn!...
The blame is too heavy to carry
It hurts me over and over
Stabbing my soul and cutting it in bleeding bits!
Skeletons of my cemetery
Rising from depths to torture me!
A dim shade of light flickers in this haunted place
Yet my hurt yes can't see it clearly...
Am I delusional? Am I dreaming? Am I dead?
The windows of my soul are shutting slowly
Clouds of shadows embrace me in this stormy night
Drowning myself in its coldness I dance with the dead!..
Weakly I start my crossing to the other side
Hypnotized and desensitized, I give in!
Sleepless and in grieve
I let myself go into this endless sorrow and loneliness!...
A torment is about to end
No forgiveness or redemption
No one to hold me, no one to rescue me...
Just an empty black hole that pulls me into a lifeless universe...
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