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Does Anyone Care? - Darklady

Poem by: Darklady

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Pains and sorrow, suffering all alone, waiting for a friend that never came ...

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Submitted: October 09, 2011

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Submitted: October 09, 2011

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One more day begun

I tried to smile

But pains were too strong!

The only thing I want is to sleep...
 
To make all this go away...
 
 
This fatigue
 
That fills my soul
 
And prevents me to get up,
 
Is weakening me
 
Is clouding my judgment


Is killing me inside!!



I feel so tired


Still, I waited for your call


So that I would know that you care!


 


The sun shines bright outside...


I can't open my eyes though


Because the light hurt them!


And the dark it's all I can stand!...



Unhappy I feel, 'cause I lost hope


And without hope there's no happiness!...


For the one who keeps the hope


Of being happy one day


Will be happy forever!..



Pain makes me feel miserable,


Makes me follow a different path!


I thought friends cared


I thought I was not alone...



Yet, here I am


Suffering in silence


Screaming inside,


So lonely...



I hate feeling like this!


I don't want to live like this


I don't want to breath


So that I can't feel anything at all!



I don't want to dream


'Cause there's no hope for me ...


I just want to know that you care !


I want you to feel my pains


To understand how they make me feel!...



I struggle to fight all these feelings


But it's so hard to deal with so many pains,


Day after day,


All day long!



My strength is fading fast


Dying inside each day


Loosing hope every minute


And I wonder where my friends are.....



If I wasn't here tomorrow


Would anyone loose sleep?


Would anyone care or miss me?



All these pains I have to live with


All this sorrow,


My effort to be strong for you all...


Does it matter at all in the end?...



I just want to lay down and never wake up!


Because I don't want to live like this anymore...


I want a better life,


Without pain!



Can you even imagine


How much I suffer inside?


Do you really care?


I just want to feel better!!


I don't want to surrender,


Still it's so hard....



I want to open my eyes


See the beauty of the day


Believe that all the pain will disappear..


Yet I know it's a lie!


I will never be all right!


 


I don't want you to see me cry,


So I smile!


Nevertheless, here I am


In my silence,


Waiting for your concern ...



If only you could hold on my hand ..


Say "you'll be okay",


I might believe in you!..



So fed up of living like this ...


All this endless pain..


Please, make it end!



Silent tears


Inner screams


Eternal battles


'Cause I can't deal with this disease!



I just need a friendly voice


To ease my torment...


Just a flower to light my day...


Just a whisper to make me believe again!



Where are you when I'm in agony?


Do you care?


Do you worry?


Will you look for me ?


Will you send me a signal?



Soon it would be night


Though I still feel all this weariness


All this powerless!


I want to move


But I find myself stuck..



I try so hard to be strong


To control this lack of hope ...


Tears filling my eyes


A silent scream in the emptiness of my soul..



So defeated


So alone


All this pain and exhaustion....



Where are my friends?


Who's going to hold me?


Who's going to help me?



No one knows...


You don't care!


I need to pull myself together


And fight this monster inside!



I will show you all


That I can do it on my own... as always!


Just silent tears


Just deaf screams


Just an invisible struggle!



Tomorrow it's another day


Probably one more day in my life...


Empty, painful, lonely


Like many others!..



Just one more step


In this path of punishment


One more silent day


One more lie


One more false hope...



So,


If I wasn't here tomorrow


Would anyone miss me?


Or,


When I'm gone will you know indeed


How I really lived?



All the pain


All the sorrow


All the struggle...


All the tears that you didn't see


All the whispers when I was suffering?



Will you remember the best of me?


Pain pull back all my hopes and dreams...


No matter how hard you try


You just can't get rid of it!...



In your selfishness,


Would you understand how hard it is


For me to live the way I do ?...


Pretending to be fine


Smiling to disguise the pain inside?


Will you ever imagine how painful


It is have a life like mine?...



If you only knew that


A friendly voice sometimes is enough to ease the pain


That a call asking "are you ok?" would be the least you could do!!



I think I go for a sleep...


Maybe one day


I will find light and happiness again....


Maybe one day


I will wake up and all my hopes and dreams are back again...


Maybe one day...



But for now,


Let me go trying to stop my sorrow!!.....


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