Finding Myself / Darklady

Poem by: Darklady

Tags

Summary

my own thoughts and feelings ...

Content

Submitted: July 11, 2011

A A A | A A A

Content

Submitted: July 11, 2011

A A A

A A A


alt

I wanted to cry
But the sea of my soul
Had no more tears to drop....
I wanted to scream
But there was no one there to listen....


Inside this dark hole I find myself trapped!!
I try to escape
But lost among my thoughts
I feel scare
I feel my senses fading away..

Voices....
Voices i hear inside my head.....
But should i listen to them?
Is this a trap?
Is this craziness?
Am I going insane?!!......


Voices....
Why don't you go away....
Leave me alone, damned voices!!!
Voices of nowhere
Voices everywhere....

Should I go?
Should I stay?
Should I cry for help?

Lost in my thoughts
I lost my reason.....
Embraced by fear
I lost my faith....

By loosing it
I got lost from you
From your warmth
From my path......

My wrath grow stronger
My defenses?!..

Were left behind!

And I shout .....
Is anyone out there?
Is it something that's worth fighting for?

Incapable to find an answer
I feel my black hole calling for me
My voices whispering .......

And in despair
I loose my mind
I loose my will.....

Voices...
Voices in my head
Voices around me

It's late
It's getting darker

I'm tired
It's time to go!

I surrender!!!....
There's nowhere to go
There's no escape

From the hole I came
And to it I shall return...

Surrender...
To myself
To my weakness
To my lack of faith.......

Returning to the dark is time
For in the dark i will find myself again...........



© Copyright 2016 Darklady. All rights reserved.

Finding Myself / Darklady

Status: Finished

Genre: Poetry

Houses:

Details

Status: Finished

Genre: Poetry

Houses:

Tags

Summary

my own thoughts and feelings ...
Share :
Twitter

Add Your Comments:

Comments

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply

avatar

Author
Reply

Other Content by Darklady

Booksie Popular Content

Genres & Types

Add picture

Paste the link to picture in the entry below:

— or —

Drag a picture from your file manager into this box,
or click to select.

Add video

Paste the link to Youtube video in the following entry:

Existing Comments:
Bad selection

Cannot annotate a non-flat selection. Make sure your selection starts and ends within the same node.

(example of bad selection): This is bold text and this is normal text.
(example of good selection): This is bold text and this is normal text.
Bad selection

An annotation cannot contain another annotation.

Anonymous
Really delete this comment?
Anonymous
Really delete this comment?

There was an error uploading your file.


    
Anonymous