Long are the days that I spend thinking about life
Lonely are the nights that I spend awake
Hard are the decisions that I have to make...
The uncertainty of what is right or wrong !
This night seems endless...
Outside I can hear dogs barking
Loosening all their anger,
Agonising sound that fills my head!
I open my window and I feel the cool breeze of dawn
I look upon to the sky but there's no stars
Just the nothingness exists...
And this feeling of helplessness that wraps me!
Lost are the cheerful days of my youth
No worries, no pressure or disappointment!
An adult I am but my spirit wants to be free...
My inner desire grows stronger each day...
I have no delusions,
I expect nothing from this life...
I just want to open my wings and fly freely
Feel the wind in my feathers
Be free only for one day !
Long are the nights that I stay awake
Listening to the noises coming from outside...
Thoughts running in my head ...
Awaiting for a sign that never comes
I just close my eyes, trying to get some sleep!
Restless heart beating strong in my chest
Dreams left wandering in the night mist
Enchanted songs fills the darkness...
Trying to get some peace,
I just wish to close my eyes
And let myself fade on this noisy night!
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