My Nightmare (A Beautiful Disaster)

Haunting memories cloud my dreams

Nightmares of which only I can see

Lost in the world I created alone

Trapped within with nowhere to go

Drowning in tears I’ve tried to hold back

From a life full of everything I should regret

Praying to a God that doesn’t care

Waiting for an answer that isn’t there

Lost and alone but only I am to blame

With a heart consumed by sadness and shame

Once the sweetheart now that’s a dream

You’ve created a beautiful disaster in me