How I Feel About You.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
For Krissy (LittleMissRomance13).

Submitted: October 30, 2011

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It's probably best if you didn't like me. I don't know where I will end up and I don't know if you would like who I could end up to be or where I could end up at. I like you a lot.

When I'm alone on the weekdays I think of you so much that it keeps me awake at night. All I wanna do is spend every moment with you. To you it'd probably be just another weekend but to me it'd be the best moments of my life. All I know is that I've never felt like this before. So this is my way of opening my heart to you even though I know you will never see it or know how much I truly feel about you.

Or maybe this is an obsession of sorts that I bury away and ignore. Whatever it is, I can't stop thinking about you and I am a little irritated that you are where you are right now and I'm not there too. You might suspect, but I'll never put it out there again unless you made it clear or made some clear move to show me that you do want me.

But what does it matter, really? I tell myself that it doesn't matter to you. If you wanted me the way that I want you, we'd be doing things together by now. My feelings for you are senseless...And so welcome to my daily inner battle. Sounds crazy, no?  Unable to move forward because I care so much, unable to let my feelings go when I feel I should...

I don't know if I'll ever be able to tell you this in person -- I had to say it somewhere.

I love you.
 


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