Confession of the Souless

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
This was written after my cousin raped me.It left a hole inside me and I am still trying to fight my own hell of it.The 18 years has been ruff after it and I try to tell my mom but she wouldnt believe me....

Submitted: January 07, 2011

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Voices scream louder and I cant quite them.They know my secerts I try to make you understand,but you push it away.Sleep comes little cause its him I dream of.My reason to a painful connection.How can you not believe me?Is it easy to control?Mom I have nightmares that he'll resurface for more.And you.....you cant save me.He'll always win.

It wasnt the same after,I fear him more.Seeing his shadow dancing across every wall.His touch is my reason why I stop truely loving someone.Can I frature their love by my hollowness?He left no clue to how to survive and even now I'm fighting for control.It dont help to know you dont believe.He's trying to gain control.I cant be alone yet I am no matter what.He here when I space out."Save me."Drives at my lips.He knows my down fall well.My sense numb beyond all reach.I wanted god to protect mebut he never answer.There......all hopes shatter and I lost faith to his existance.I'm back to in that four wall prison watching take advange f this boy from pure hate.Why?I want to voice.Does it feel good to know you earse my perfection and plung me here?A world where everything is a dream of realitly.................careless.....hopeless.............destory inside.Now I question  whether I'll live on without your haunting present?


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