curousity

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Ever have that specific question in the back of your mind ? well here is an essay about curiousity.

Submitted: October 17, 2012

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Ever have that specific question in the back of your mind that it drives you crazy? The person that I am curious about is my bilogical father because he created me but never took part in my life, never understood how a family works, and most of all never cared. They say a father is someone who loves you and raises you, but why should a person create a life and then never take part in their own child's life?

Every day I wondered why did he create me and then never took place as a father in my life. From the stories that I have been told sent bullets to my golden heart, tears rolling odwn my face as if were waterfalls. All that is is left is that one question which was what did my father look like? Is there more secrets such as Ashley whom is my half sister? My mind still wonders why is he still not taking part in Scott's, Ashley and most of all my life.

It wasen't untill December of the year 2009, when I founded out even more answers to the questions that roam in the back of my mind, but most of all a picture that is permently tattooed in the back of my mind. If it was not for family,, my soul and mind would not be at peace. From the stories to finally founding an answer , I knew the answer which was a family are people who are always there by your side, loves you, and most of all cares about you. Mainly my bilogical father was not at all in the picture.

  Finally, if he cared about me why didn't he treat my mother like crap and mainly threatening her kids that he will kill us if we leave him? That is no where near a father figure if you ask me. That is no where near the meaning of a caring person , and if he truely cared he would of stepped up and became a man and tooken resposibilty. The father figure in my life removed the bullets from my heart, wiped my sorrowful tears, and showed me that a father is someone who loves you and raises you.

  Most of all hearing the heartbreaking stories, to finding the answers, to seeing his picture,  my curiousity of who my bilogical father is led to heartbreak , but in the end my heart, mind became at peace. As years passed by I became more open to share to others about how a father is someone who loves you and raises you, a father figure is not someone who creates you and leaves you.


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