Bleeding Pieces

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
When a girl meets a guy that she knows she's in love with, but the guy just isn't sure, what does that girl do?

Submitted: November 30, 2009

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Sometimes life can be so hard...
It gets to the point where I don’t know what to do anymore. Sure it goes on, so I’ve heard, but when is it that it does just that?
I haven't quite made it to that chapter in the horror story I call my life.
It all started when I met Drew...
From the very moment i saw his beautiful, green eyes and absolutely wonderful smile I knew there was something there. I knew I had these immense feelings for him that would never go away. There are those people in our lives that can never be replaced no matter how amazing the new one is. Anyways, I met him in Spanish class. I turned around to talk to him every once in a while to try my best to get to know him better. I wanted to know him and I was bound and determined to do so. By the time I had really started talking to him it was homecoming time. It was homecoming week really. I went to am after school party type thing with my best friend Taylor and Drew was there. He was helping with a booth for the club he was representing. I didn't realize it at the time, but Taylor kept telling me he was flirting. I couldn’t see it, but i felt it. That was the night that he asked for my number and he texted me for the first time. I was falling head-over-heels for him...
Later that week Drew and I agreed to hangout at the powder puff football game, just him and me. We talked and talked all night long. I even met his family. They seemed really sweet. After 2 hours of just Drew and me, his parents made him leave early and I couldn't get him to stop apologizing. It was really cute, and I was almost completely in...
The next night was the bonfire. This was the most amazing night with him. First there were three volleyball games which i showed up to with Taylor and Drew just happened to be there. After the varsity game was the bonfire and Taylor had called and asked her dad to get her some food from McDonald’s. While she was retrieving her food I stayed with drew who took my phone and made me reach up for it and by the time it was in my hand, his lips were two inches from mine. I could have kissed him and I should have, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I felt the most amazing butterflies like I never had before. So we continued on walking to the bonfire and Taylor had left to take pictures so it was just Drew and me once again. I almost told him just how I felt, but I couldn’t. Not to his face anyways. He would hug me over and over. I loved it oh so much...
Another day later and it was the homecoming football game. I was supposed to go with Taylor, but she got sick and couldn't make it. I still went and again I was hanging with Drew. I was upset so Drew took my phone so I wouldn’t be talking to the person who made me sad. He even offered me a seat next to him. He hugged me when I was down and looked me in the eyes telling me to be happy for him. I was the happiest I had been in a while. Just so at one with myself. It came time to say goodbye. He gave me a hug and there he went. And then for whatever reason he came right back and gave me another hug and really left. "There he goes" I thought to myself...
The next night was the night of the homecoming dance. I wore my strapless, floor length, blue dress. Drew wore a red shirt and black pants with a matching tie. He looked amazing. Like a dream. He came up to me, gave me a hug and when it was time for him to go back to his friends he told me I owed a dance. It was so sweet. When he didn't show up for the dance, my friends went and retrieved him. There he was standing right in front of me waiting for me to dance with him. I just...couldn't bring myself to do it. I wanted to. More than anything. So I just gave him a hug and off he went, back to his friends. This was the night that I truly fell for Drew. I was in...
After that dance, everything went completely down hill...
I didn’t know why or what I had done to make it that way. Drew told both Taylor and Sam both that he liked me. And that made me completely get my hopes up. I was ready for him to be mine, hold me, kiss me, and love me. I wanted to be his. But one night...one strange and regretful night I did something I wish I never would have done. I was at Taylor’s house and I was feeling down because Drew had started treating me differently and I wasn't really sure why. I told Taylor how I was feeling and she told me that telling Drew exactly how I felt was the best idea. I didn’t know what to tell him or how to put it into words really so Taylor did it for me. I approved of it and it was sent on it's way. What that text said, what that regretful text said was "Drew...I love you. I feel like were meant to be or something and I can't hide it anymore." I never should have sent that text. I wouldn't have scared him away and I wouldn't feel this horrible horrible pain I’m stuck with. It feels like a 4 inch blade straight through the heart. Stabbing me over and over until I’ve completely bled to death. Let the bleeding pieces lie... But one thing I know is that none of it is anyone's fault, but my own. I do not blame Taylor and I never will. It's not her fault. It's only my own. I only wish I could win him back. I wish I could go back inn time and stop myself from sending that text. I loved him...I really did...
So as once said before, life can get so complicated that you get to the point where you don't know what to do anymore. So tell me, what do i do now?


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