Rachaellessness Already

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

taken from my book, "So Easy To Think"

Rachaellessness Already

-

It's killing me

The love I felt

For somebody

Who could not find out in time

'Cause she had no way to find out

Before she got taken

By another man

A better man

"Well, if she fell for me

She would not of fell for him"

Is all I can think

But if I just let her read me

Then I would have never had to ever

Be too late

But I could not take the chance

I had to protect myself

It's who I am

As a human being

I had to cover it up

Until the day she's out of here

And can stumble upon it

__herself, by accident

Now, just knowing she would

After she is with him

Throws all my safety away

I lost her

And she's going to know

My mind is in grave danger

I cannot win her

I'm not ready

So what's the point?

I guess it's time for goodbye

Fuck it

Get rid of her

She'll be gone

Who gives a shit?

Move on

She wasn't aloud to be the one

I just have to force my mind

__off of her

Forget her

But how to get my heart

Out of her grasps

While she is still smashing it

Is unknown to me

She doesn't need to hear me

Tell her how I feel now

She must be physically replaced

And it must be done

And it must be done right

I'm not her man

She needs to get the fuck

__out of my life

Now!

Or I will always feel this way

Demanding a change

__from God

____is all I can be doing

From the minute she leaves

To the day a new woman takes her place

I will be in pain

I already feel alone

And now that I know

That I will be alone

Only makes life worse

I will not say a word to her

I will wake up fucked up

My heart broken in pieces

All around me

Just basically told me to fuck myself

She knew I loved her

That's why she used me

'Cause she knew I could not refuse

Fuck her

She can get the fuck on

And forget about me in her life

-

03-28-'12

D. L. Cannon


Submitted: March 29, 2012

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