Life isn't what you always thought it would be

It doesn't matter how much you try but life will always have it's downs.

Some downs are worse than others.

Some are easier than others.

I know my downs aren't as bad as some.

I still can't take anymore.

People say I'm self-centered but I don't actually care about myself.

People say that I brag but there's too much in my life to be proud of.

I'm not perfect but I try my best.

I know I'm not the girl to admit defeat but there are a lot of times I really want to.

I always thought that Life would be easy since I have my friends.

But I may have lost all of my friends since they ignore me ditch me and make my life a living hell.