The test of emotions

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Just a little story of a day I wish I could revisit.

Submitted: January 03, 2013

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Submitted: January 03, 2013



I was lifting weights in the weight room one day during gym class, and my friend comes up to me and says, "She likes you.". Since my hearing is basically shot from listening to music like RAMMSTEIN, Marylin Manson, Rob Zombie etc, I ask her, "What?". She then repeats herself saying "She likes you.", Whilst she was telling me the second time, I was looking at the girl she was talking about "C". I kinda just shrugged it off not knowing if she was telling me the truth or not, plus since I'm the only boy in Mr."R's" class, I didn't want to go and tell her my feelings. So my friend is about to walk back to "C", "K", and "X", when I stop asking, "How do you know that?". She smiles and says, "She told us.", then she happily walks back over to her friends. That thought sits on my mind for the next 10 reps, then I go over to switch the weight of the weights, this time only getting one 10 pound weight and I sat next to "C" on the bench. My friend comes up to me and calls me lazy handing me another 10 lb weight, I say, "But, I don't wanna work my hands too hard.". "C" says, "Come on Sam let's do it together.". I say OK and we both start to do a set of 10 repetitions with the weights, then the teacher comes over and says, "Using two weights is good exercise, but you get more out of using just one.", "C" and I both at the same time nod our heads and say "OK". A couple minutes later we go to play floor hockey, we broke up into our teams, (the team I was on consisted of me, "C", "K", "X", my friend and some other girl), and we waited for our team number to be called. When our number was called the rest of the team left the bleacher like seats before me and "C". "C" turned to me and did a heart sign with her hands and I felt two feelings: embarassment (for two reasons these are: I like "C" more than a friend and I couldn't do the sign back.), and love. My face turned very red and I think she could tell my feelings for her. We then leave the bleacher like seats and go play hockey. After our game it was time to go back to the locker rooms, I almost pulled her aside from all the other girls and told her how I feel about her, but instead I did the cowardly thing and put away our hockey sticks and went into the boys locker room.

I wish that I could revisit this day, so I could tell her, and then I won't have to deal with my feelings of how I should have told her. Also, because now she has a boyfriend and on my way to my class before gym I see them walking and talking and sometimes laughing together, this causes me to have another feeling jealousy. I wonder if I should just tell her anyway and deal with the akwardness that is almost guranteed to follow or just continue being silent about how I feel.

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