How to Hang In There

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
my real diary- my life and me trying to come to terms with the abuse from my parents, my eating disorder and the sexual abuse from my dad. trying to find the strong girl that i used to be.

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How to Hang In There

Submitted: October 19, 2010

my real diary- my life and me trying to come to terms with the abuse from my parents, my eating disorder and the sexual abuse from my dad. trying to find the strong girl that i used to be. Read Chapter


Submitted: October 19, 2010

i had a nightmare last night about the night i woke up in the hospital i ran to the bathroom and threw up what little dinner i ha... Read Chapter

god dammit!

Submitted: October 20, 2010

my aunt and uncle came and visited me today, they were supposed to bring my laptop but decided not to, because they don't trust me. h... Read Chapter


Submitted: October 20, 2010

i hate my cousin. for real. i hate drama too. and the two seem inseperable. justin, being the great guy that he is, heard... Read Chapter


Submitted: October 25, 2010

october 25, 2010 i am currently fasting again. and i havent eaten in three days. two more to go. to day is monday and on the bus ... Read Chapter

more nightmares

Submitted: October 25, 2010

october 24 the dream starts out good, then goes bad, and then is horrible i am lying on my bed, crying, and i feel the bed move b... Read Chapter

kissing in the rain

Submitted: October 25, 2010

He is sensible and so incredible And all my single friends are jealous. He says everything I need to hear And it’s like I couldnâ... Read Chapter


Submitted: October 26, 2010

october 26th i cant sleep at night. i cant eat anymore, and i cant talk to justin at all. i feel so horribly guilty. how can ... Read Chapter

Letting Go

Submitted: October 26, 2010

i am done fighting. i am done pretending that i can ever feel anything other than pain and i am done fooling myself into ... Read Chapter


Submitted: October 26, 2010

october 26th i wish i could take all this pain and just empty it from my body like i do with my food i wish it were so easy w... Read Chapter

a silver lining

Submitted: October 28, 2010

october 28th i am getting adopted by my uncle (moms brother) in nebraska i am moving out of my current foster home, and moving to a t... Read Chapter


Submitted: November 03, 2010

october 29 today we watched a video in health about eating disorders. verhoeven told me to go sit outsidebecause i must have looked l... Read Chapter


Submitted: November 03, 2010


it's never too late

Submitted: November 04, 2010

november the fourth EAT....EAT...EAT.... i chant this too myself, breakfast lunch dinner, i will eat, at least a little, and i WI... Read Chapter

i can do it!

Submitted: November 05, 2010

noember fifth 2010 i only have about 10 minutes to write and i dont know if ill get to go on for a whil, because apparently the place... Read Chapter

Submitted: February 13, 2011

monicas sucks but the good thing is i get to stay weekends with my aunt tammy where my laptop and cell phone still purging on and o... Read Chapter

i fucking hate you

Submitted: February 13, 2011

josh dumped me, which is okay because now im dating a guy named jeff, he is 17, and very cute. plus he makes me feel pretty happy. me... Read Chapter

i fucking hate you part 2

Submitted: February 13, 2011

me and jeff(my love!) went home to my aunts after school on friday, and after chilling for a while just watching movies he wanted to go m... Read Chapter

i fucking hate you part 3

Submitted: February 13, 2011

so now i dont wanna see my dad, nd my dad is taking us all to court to get custody of me back. i cant stya with my aunt yet and i cant se... Read Chapter


Submitted: February 13, 2011

so, its february 13, 2011:) i havent had my laptop in FOREVER so i havent been able to write:( i moved out of suzies, thank god, and ... Read Chapter

Submitted: April 03, 2011

april 3rd im still in everett, but i get weekends with my aunt so i guess its ok, i decided to have sex with jeff, not out of spite o... Read Chapter

jessie comes back

Submitted: April 03, 2011

jessie texted me out of the blue, which amazed me because my aunt blocked his number from my phone, i dont know how he got through. f... Read Chapter


Submitted: April 04, 2011

shelby, jessie's bitch girlfriend is still email ing me, and she has the audacity to tell me jessie's a loser? what the fuck is wrong wit... Read Chapter