Heart Calamities / Woke Up From Trauma
When you sent those 14.3 magnitude quakes
I stood still waiting for the aftershock strains
I know I'll be left in tears and in deep pain
But I told myself not to cry and cause a heavy rain
Now I'm trying to resist the pain that you have given
Coz when you first came, it's not the way I'm livin'
Now I experienced drought up to being frozen
Now I realized how I was solid and now how I am broken
I had endured the hotness and the coldness of the weather
Hid from sandstorm, escaped from wildfire just to feel better
But I don't just run or hide and try to cry later
Coz what I've learned is to be strong in a single prayer
As I stood by the pain, the blows of heartquakes, and the tears of rain
I overcame the dramatic torture, the tear flood, and the aftershock waves
Now who can even think or say I couldn't stand any longer?
Now I could shout "Heart Calamities were the reasons why I became stronger"
Woke Up From Trauma
I thought of past as I was left confused
And that leads me to illicit drug abuse
I know it will harm me but why I can't refuse?
It's like I'm making a bomb that I don't know how to defuse
I've been through a posttraumatic stress
Can't create emotion coz the brain is at rest
I fell deeply in love but I saw the consequence
I lived miserably with drugs, question "what's the difference?"
But now that you healed my wound
I won't go back in that dark room
As you helped me throw my traumatic hood
I would not need another Sigmund Freud
You woke me up from an old trauma
As you helped me write a new romance
Back in the days I'll be listening to jazz
But nowadays you are my partner when I dance
Now you'll always be my green light
Started when my decision became right
Now you'll always be my valentine
It started when you gave me my second life
You woke me up from coma
You woke me up from trauma
You woke me up with roma
And we will be keeping this romance
I Woke Up From Trauma as I am prepared to love again for a sweeter romance
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