A Black Christmas-for me...

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I'm tire of talking when no one listen,this happen yesterday.With my brother is gone i have no one to talk to.This is a way for the world to known what i'm feeling right now,and what hell i been throgh.They won't listen maybe they read and find out for themself!

Submitted: December 25, 2010

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A Black Christmas-for me

I really thought 
That this year Christmas was going to be different
It was surely different
Even though I was sick
We have it all plan out
Barbeque under the moonlight sky
Sick to the bone
I still want to participate
Cause the change of this happening a again
Will be never
But all I ask was for one night
Without the screaming and yelling
Can we all pretend to love each other for one night or one second?
You have to start a fight
For everyone to see
That you are the one in control
You know that I was sick 
You didn't bother to take care of me
You say that you was different from HIM
What kind of mother are you?
Even though I was sick
I still get my damn ass of the bed
And do your work...
I know you don’t want me
Then why the hell did you give birth to me in the first place??!!
You push and you break
Break all the damn dishes in the house
Hit me till I couldn’t get up anymore
Screaming at the top of my lung
Wishing you would stop...
The same action that He did a year ago
I'm tire
With the fever run high that night
I wish for death to cover come
I didn't want to blame You bother
For I know what they have done to You
You sacrifice for me
But I do wish that You would be here
To protect me from Them...
I felt so lonely 
To have face this all by myself
My hope was never fade
For one day 
We will reunite
And I will be able to fly with You
-My beloved brother <3 I'll wait till that day come...


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