So that's it?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic


Just thinking.


So that's it? So, since all this time, I was right? I was right to doubt myself. I was right not to believe. I was right to reject that idea that I could once be like anyone else. I was right to believe all that I ever believed in, that I could never really be who I dreamt of being, and that I never really had anyone. I was right to believe all that and the worst of all, is that all those people tended to prove me wrong. I was right to see the evil in anything I saw, even though there was no good reason to do that. I was right to doubt the whole world for there is nothing I can be sure of. Because everything is shattered now. All is completely torn apart. And this was made by one single thing, by the loss of that one hope I ever carried. The one of being loved, for who I really was. I thought I was, but I wasn't. And to be honest, the only thing that is remained is the feeling of not knowing anything anymore. I don't know who I am anymore and I probably never will, for I have searched on and on. No answer. No nothing. Nothing. I was broken by an arrow. It made me acrid and told me you can't rely on the human. There's nothing that will ever hurt you more. You can be hurt a mosquito sting and being fine therafter. But when you're hurt by someone you love, it's no use. I'm not going to let myself being the prey of hurting predators. I won't allow myself.


Submitted: December 05, 2015

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