Is it fun to be you?
cuz being me hurts
I smile and you
stab, stab, stab
grab and stab, grab and stab
I'm bleeding all over
I cant cry!
If I cry I will break
silence worse than any vile word
looking away worse than any glare
I don't know why, I don't know why
I'm lost and I don't know
the monster I can't see
my reflection doesn't give any answers
I'm scared about the day I won't bleed
I don't want to let go
this is too scary to say outloud
So with a pen and paper
I admit that I'm not proud
I'm not strong
the tears aren't mine, they're coming from the raincloud
I'm sure I'm almost gone
what if I wake up and don't care?
its too, too much to bear
please don't take your time
don't make me commit a common crime
don't push me forward, don't fade away
your special to me but...
What if your wound is infecting the rest of my heart
with bloody scissors I'll have to cut you out
please, please, please smile, smile real soon
I don't wan't to, I don't, I don't!
This silent plea reaches deaf ears
don't make me run out of tears
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