My secret suicide

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: November 06, 2010

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i can see your halo but only its darker still stole my dreams and where is my sleeping pill ? the world that i m trapped in, a contorted picture, illusionary frustrated of picturing a world thats imaginary wake me up i m tired of dreaming out loud its how you resent me because of the love show, wasnt allowed a beautiful knightmare causing a lustful disater a future so bright showing me the \"never happily after\" forget what you want hold on what you have no one can take sides on my behalf betray , betraying or already betrayed all a vicious circle and u say its never too late? forget, forgot , forgetting the bond there is put this line in the book of forgotten bliss not a gun yes a knife put it her place it right on my back and my heart and twist it and tight but dont turn back and i die inside is it me or is it you who will save me from myself holding on what i have not what i want what i have its empty when i need is a mystery confusing world will i be able to trust? jump off a cliff or forget it all a mason theory or my masochist philosophy bury it all or commit a secret suicide shh no one will knw please dont expose a rumour for three days and no one will care my dear diary you knw the truth misery casting me , sorrows distracting my happiness one choice the only way ,deja vu, he never came and i m jumping now good bye dear diary its over now can i get a hug from or i ll hug myself its time to go they all are calling me a warm welcome ...sorry i m gonna be late falling and falling down and still waiting never coming back or even looking mozart can forget his sweet heart melody i ll ask what shakespeare really meant let me go oh dear thoughts i m not coming i m going now and my secret suicide a small part of land got nourished by my tears. never complained my audacity of committing a secret suicide... its a secret suicide inscribed in a secret book i ll give you a hint but no more games,Russian roulette. good bye wind , good bye tree good bye bloody bastard good bye insanity , good bye secret book good bye my diary i m going now remember me and my secret suicide.


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