Life itself

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
life, daily struggles.

Submitted: March 11, 2014

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I'm so tired and exhausted of over thinking about the same damn things every day. I'm tired of being scared to say things that have been hiding underneath my skin for ages. I'm tired of not being able to express myself to other people because I'm scared of being judge. I'm scared of trying new things because I feel like I'll completely fail at it! I'm so fucking tired of sleepless nights crying, wishing it'd all go my way. I'm tired of being scared to be left alone.

 

I'm scared of being alone.

I'm scared you'll leave me like everyone else has.

I'm scared you're going to wake up one day not wanting to talk to me anymore.

I'm scared you'll find someone better.

I'm scared that you're just using me until someone better comes along.

I'm scared you'll leave. 

 

You've never given me a forever, yet that's all I see. You've never promised me you'll never leave me but that's what I expect. You've only said you love me. But is this love as strong as you say. Do you picture us in the future? Do you see me the way I see you? Do you hurt because you're scared of loosing me to? I just want the truth as much as it hurts

 

I need the truth.


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