My Lovestrucken Self

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Its about me liking a boy I care about a lot.But I can't get the words to come out my mouth.

Submitted: November 27, 2011

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I think I'm in love,with a guy.That makes my heart ache,everytime he passes by.Why me so young,why not another time.I'm so confused,I just don't feel so fine.What made me fell in love,this painful way.I have no idea,but I can't have my say.I know one thing,this love is strange.It feels like my heart is being hanged.Oh what to do,is it really you.I have one thing on mind,is this love true.First it starts with a look,that gave me a mixed signal.Now were off to the feeling,that gives me an internal tingle.Last but not least,comes to your eyes.It always makes me fall deep in time. This isn't a romance story,that brings joy to your heart.My love has lots of hurt,from the start.I never asked for it,because I thought I was smarter than that.I was independent,I knew for a fact.But eversince I met you,that glorious day.I saw little signs,that gave you away.But I still don't understand,this feeling.But it was you,that made my heart worth stealing.Oh when I go to sleep,everything is not what it seems.You wanna know something weird,your in every single one of my dreams.Oh deep inside,your locked in my heart.Oh I hope you feel the same way,because I don't want us to be apart.The torture love brings,is so unfair.But the true feeling of love,is only rare.Can someone tell me,what to believe.Can someone answer me please.It feels like,it's eating away at me.What to do,oh it kills can't everyone see.All my friends,think I'm going insane.That's not entirely true,because my heart is in pain.You make me happy,with every step you take.I'm not lying,these words are not fake.I thought I understood,every silly love song.But now I know,those thoughts were wrong.You make me laugh,when I want to cry.Makes me not,wanna go to sleep at night.I need someone trustworthy,to talk to.I really need,to know who.My sisters tell me,this feeling is just a lie.Well everytime I hear that,I just want to fight.When I walk down the streets,I start smiling.But inside of me,im actually dying.Im sick of all the people,that are so happy.Because my soul,feels very crappy.Everyone by me is so exstatic,they just have to brag.They need to shut up,before I make them my punching bag.I cry myself,in my chair at night.Your the only one,that brings me delight.I like you,but I don't know why.Not sure if it's love,or a broken mind.Your the average kid,called the \"bad boy\".But you mean more than that,this sentence I don't enjoy.I don't want to feel sick,everytime I think of you.Everyone keeps telling me,to forget you too.It's not as easy done,as said.I can't do it,so they think I've lost my head.The couples I see everyday,are in their \"honeymoon\" phase.I don't know,if I have that same case.Where you think your in love,but your actually being a fool.I hope that isn't happening to me,because that wouldn't be cool.Im being,smuthered in the dark.The only thing I see,is our tiny love spark.I feel so,misunderstood.I'd tell you how I feel about you,if I could.I just wanna curse,at this universe.If I had to give you money for your love,I'd give you my purse.For I need you,that much.I want to feel,your touch.Now,I know something true.I'm in love with you.


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