Write Your Heart Out

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is me getting EVERYTHING off my mind. Im just going to type and see what comes out.

Submitted: April 25, 2011

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Im scared. To let you go, to forget and move on, because moving on means letting go and letting go means forgetting and forgetting means its really truely over. I dont think i could handle finally comming to terms with the fact that you are gone. I still love you, and i still want you, but you want her and nothing to do with me. Or so it seems. You told me you would be there for me till the end, that you would always be my friend, but friendship is a 2 way street and i cant do it on my own. I just want things to be the way they were, no, im not saying i want you to love me agian, though that would be great, i really just want you to care, To try. I want to talk to you for hours on end about anything and nothing. I want to be able to spill my heart out and tell you about my fucked up life, or about my friends. I want to be able to laugh with you and joke with you, but the only times we talk anymore are when we are talking about her, or about what used to be us. I dont want to tallk about her, and i dont want to talk about the past. I want to talk about the random little things, about your favorite new song, or the new jacket i bought, i want to talk about school and music and just lfie. I  want us to be able to talk to each other without it getting awkward or without our walls being up. I know we arent together but does that mean i have to lose my best friend? You have palyed such a role in my life i cant handle this sudden gap of where you used to be. I need you in my life. Please, please, come back soon?


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