Friends to Enemys

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my best friend and i are fighting. we've been friends our whole lives. and i dont know why i feel this way, but im so mean to her. and so jealous of her. it sucks.

Submitted: March 06, 2007

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We used to be great.
tight as can be.
but we grew up,
slowly drifted apart
because we were introduced to
annoyance, changes, and jealousy.

Right now, i hate her.
yet, i still love her.
i will always.
'cause it's not possible to
just forget our past.
and all those good days.

I know, i'm being a bitch to her.
i'm just plain mean.
but i think it's better
fighting,
than not anything.

Every day.
i feel our friendship
getting tougher.
wanting to keep it alive.
more give?
less take?
i feel like shit.
wondering if all
these years,
our friendship was
a mistake.
or even worse,
has this friendship
all been fake?

I try to convince myself
our friendship is still
as strong,
but truth is, it's not.
and i doubt either of us
will ever admit we're
wrong.

I don't know
what to do.
why i feel this way
toward her.
and why our friendship is suffering,
but all i can do,
is sit here and do nothing.


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