Hard to Break

Reads: 470  | Likes: 0  | Shelves: 0  | Comments: 1

  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • Reddit
  • Pinterest
  • Invite

More Details
Status: In Progress  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
Its become nearly impossible to conform with those living by a system that is most certainly murdering everyone. There's steps you can take to keep calm when on this level of consciousness.

Submitted: January 19, 2017

A A A | A A A

Submitted: January 19, 2017

A A A

A A A


Times have surely been struggles for much of everybody living arounnd the world. Although i grew up with my struggles which i personally believe no man alive has ever witnessed struggles i survived. Its hardly ever been hard for me to recognize those of other people no matter your height, class, race, or religion. There's just soemthing about connecting with people rather it be in person or over the internet that makes things a bit more simple to figure out. Recently i've been finding the need to find a few moments out  my day to talk to God. Its not hard to talk to God at all its just as easy as talking to the Devil when you spark up a blunt, or place money as a factor of vital living needs.

People today are soft when in times of grief they feel like missing a payment is life or death rather than blessing the next man on the corner with proper meal. I pray for my brothers and sisters everyday, but i know change is only going to happen when action is implied. It costs little to nothing to help out the next man and form a partnership bond that can be unbreakable. Love was the word being slang aorund that drove the meaning of it out of proportion. I feel hopeless and heartbroke at times as well thinking about days when i can only eat one time, and nights where i can only sleep after a certain hour because of the disturbance from people that "live for the moment" as everyone else has at some point in their life.I wanted to throw myself into a rage of no return that would somehow make everyone that ever wronged me pay for the actions exemplified by the Devil, however my sanity was always kept when losing yourself seems like an option.

I recall being kicked out of my mother's house as a senior in high school because i lacked a "hustle". I recall being stressed not only by college work the next year but also by my dad's friends babbling on about "money" even when i worked 12 hours a day. What i'm getting at is not to say push yourself harder, but really look in the mirror recognize you have something the Devil doesn't and use it to excel. What you have is a Spirit and thats your gateway to a better life. You can speak to God and simply ask anything that is on your mind. However starting to rely on God and not your government will indeed bring aboiut a success not shaped by the advertisements your evil government has put in your face, but walking away from God is one of the toughest things a person can ever do as its like walking away from a Castle full of blessings just because you feel like somebody is living better than you or you're worthless, when really you don't know how blessed you are to have that much left.


© Copyright 2020 Eric2121. All rights reserved.

  • Facebook
  • Twitter
  • Reddit
  • Pinterest
  • Invite

Add Your Comments:

Comments

More True Confessions Short Stories