My Anthology

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
A collection of poetry written by myself over the past few years.

Please be aware that some of the following poems may be a trigger for self-harmers. Please do not read on if this may be you. I do not wish harm or self-harm to those in this world no matter of who they are.

NOTE: Most of these poems written by me are either depressing, suicide related and may be a trigger for self-harmers. Please be aware that I am not depressed, I just happen to write my best poems about death, sadness, loss, loneliness, or love and happiness. This does NOT mean I am depressed.

Table of Contents

Stand Strong

Submitted: February 28, 2013

A collection of poetry written by myself over the past few years. Read Chapter

Falling Out

Submitted: February 28, 2013

I forgive you at every mistake, Thinking it will never happen again, That is where I'm always mistaken, The... Read Chapter

Getting Harder

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Every day   Every night   Every time I feel this way   It gets harder to breathe   Ha... Read Chapter

You Love Me...That's a Lie

Submitted: March 13, 2013

You love me, Well that's a lie, You want me, I know you do, Ever thought, I no longer want you, I'm sorry, But I'm over thi... Read Chapter

I Run Far Away

Submitted: March 13, 2013

I run far away, Further than you can tell, Run run goes my mind, I can not see behind. The lies you say, The hurt you play, ... Read Chapter

No One, Barrel and I am Strong

Submitted: March 13, 2013

No One Crying with no tears falling, The pain in me resides, No one can see the pain I feel, No one knows it is real. Bar... Read Chapter

I Think Not

Submitted: March 13, 2013

To you and to all do you see my pain? This agony within? I think not If you did Would you let me be? Who I am supposed to ... Read Chapter

This Fake Mask

Submitted: March 13, 2013

See this smile? Upon my happy face? Do you see the mask? The one I place? No you don't, None ever do, Because the pain create... Read Chapter

Pain Overdrive

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Sadness creeps up around me Seeking its way into my blood Chilling me to the bone As I blink the tears of hurt I try to think, bu... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

The moment you find all is not true What they said, was all lies It hurts to find out That only you can trust one person Yours... Read Chapter

Final Slit

Submitted: March 13, 2013

I cry I scream This agony repeats Every Day Every Night This way I feel Too hurt Too Tight Hidden deep Within me ... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

You told me one thing Then did another You said you wouldn't But you did Something's been taken And I want it back I don't kn... Read Chapter

I'm Standing In The Rain

Submitted: March 13, 2013

I'm standing in the rain Thinking how did I earn All this hurt and pain Its agony Don't you realise what you've done to me Y... Read Chapter

Death Wish

Submitted: March 13, 2013

I see only faint red scars, when I look upon my skin Their wounds of hurtful words, Hurtful actions, A hurtful sin. At t... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

Wandering around in circles This feeling I get of misplacement Not knowing of where I'm going Not knowing where I've been Turn... Read Chapter

Happiness With You

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Feeling complete So safe in your embrace So bubbly inside Never wondering if this will end Arms circle me tight Hugging me at n... Read Chapter

Death I Call

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Death I call Secrets to behold For once and for all She comes by one A new beginning A final ending The start of eternity ... Read Chapter

Voices Within

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Her blood curled around my wrist, The bleeding pain, Hard to resist, Her laughter filled the night, Her choice to slice upon her ... Read Chapter

Forgive Me

Submitted: March 13, 2013

I know what I have said But I also know I'm better of dead If I went today Or even tonight I would be so much more happier It w... Read Chapter

You Don't Even Want Me...

Submitted: March 13, 2013

You say you care But you're never there You say you love me But you don't want me You say you want to hold me When no one else ... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

If I were to look for perfection, All I would have to do is look at you. If I were to lose my way, I know you would be help me find... Read Chapter

Hideous Skin

Submitted: March 13, 2013

This hideous skin Crawling with hate within The sadness caught in me The fake smiles you all see The monster deep within Etchin... Read Chapter

Last Wish

Submitted: March 13, 2013

His last wish A kiss from her Upon his lips She kissed him Only lightly Then when she looked into his eyes She watched him go... Read Chapter

Smile Every Time

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Every time I see you smile I wonder is it real? Or is this one fake? Do I make you happy? Or are you just smiling so I can feel? ... Read Chapter

Lost Sanity

Submitted: March 13, 2013

To see a sight I thought I saw Is a dream I dreamed Thought as reality Knowing that hurt shall follow As follow it does me I ... Read Chapter

Soul To Reap

Submitted: March 13, 2013

A soul to keep Is another one to reap As Hell shall turn I no longer plan to return The depths I'm in The hurt you've caused wi... Read Chapter

Please Listen

Submitted: March 13, 2013

The parts of you So indescribable Varies from the viable I wish that you could see Before it happens to you The damage it has d... Read Chapter

No Idea

Submitted: March 13, 2013

You have no idea The things I have seen The things I have done The places I have been The pain I have felt You think you do B... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

I'm so sorry The hurt I gave I did not mean The pain I caused Rotten heart within The words I used I did not mean I'm so so... Read Chapter

Take Control

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Is there a way out, This pain I feel, I can only see one, Please show me another. I reach for you, But i can't hang on, It... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

I try to hide away Far from those hurtful words Shouted from every direction Conceal myself into the background Become invisible ... Read Chapter

Love Is What I Feel

Submitted: March 13, 2013

This feeling I get I catch my breath Every time I hear your name Every time I read your texts Every time I see you It's like my... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 13, 2013

The thought you put in my mind, When I saw you that night, The small quick kisses shared, I sat next to you, on your right, I tri... Read Chapter

Your Love Are My Chains

Submitted: March 13, 2013

Your love are my chains, Bound tightly around my wrist, Your soft sweet kisses, The longing hard to resist, You've got me trapped... Read Chapter

Sister Connection

Submitted: March 14, 2013

The connection I have Felt so deep Born within me Every time we look in each others eyes The love we feel is shown My... Read Chapter

Hurts So Much

Submitted: March 14, 2013

Truth be told For fear I hold This hurt I feel Is so real But here I am Like a toy For you to play To hurt ... Read Chapter


Submitted: March 14, 2013

This pain sits Silent and cold Waiting for me To let go of my hold   Is it me? Is it true? This price I ... Read Chapter

There's the endeavour

Submitted: April 17, 2013

There’s a message on my mind, A game I have to play, I can’t escape, No way to get away, Torments that you serve, ... Read Chapter

Love is a battlefield

Submitted: December 10, 2013

Love is a battlefield, A crossroad for two hearts, Sometimes neither are worthy, Most times they fall, Hands are held, Portraye... Read Chapter

Lies and Deceit?

Submitted: April 16, 2014

What is with all the lies and deceit?  Why must you be such a cheat?  All the time you're not around,  I can't stand... Read Chapter

Discarded Self

Submitted: April 16, 2014

I don't know what to do,  I don't know what to say,  I can't even entertain you,  The actions I take,  While ... Read Chapter

Scripted Life

Submitted: April 16, 2014

You never knew who I am  You only saw what was pretend  A mastered piece of art  One perfected by hand  A por... Read Chapter

Running Mascara

Submitted: April 16, 2014

Mascara running streaks Staining white skin Dark browns eyes When you look within You see the depths I'm in A soulless pit Wa... Read Chapter

I'm sorry

Submitted: April 16, 2014

I know the promise That I kept The word in which I shouldve broken Now I see The way you hurt Is all because of me I shouldn'... Read Chapter

Haters Read

Submitted: April 16, 2014

You haters out there Listen to this I don't care You curse, threaten and swear But you see my way of doing things Isn't yours t... Read Chapter

Words of Hatred

Submitted: April 16, 2014

Words of hatred Rest upon her lips One whisper away But yet, she does not say These words of disgust rolling within the walls o... Read Chapter

Be Me?

Submitted: April 16, 2014

Anger twists deep within The scars etched upon my skin The looks I get from the expecting Taking chances death can only bring You... Read Chapter

You have no idea what you do

Submitted: April 16, 2014

You have no idea what you do to me, Your touch sets me on fire, Your kiss like sweet brilliance, you show your love in so many ways... Read Chapter

Society Today

Submitted: May 19, 2014

"Put on make up"  "Wear those heels"  "Don't touch that"  "Don't love her"  "Straight is the only way" &nbs... Read Chapter