Because of you..

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

about a girl who was broken into pieces but she cudn't let go so she waited for him to join her

I saw everything you did. I felt everything you thought was kept a secret from me in your mind. I heard everything whispered to her behind my back. Why did you lie to me? Why did you lead me on and then leave me to find out the truth. Why did you make me climb so high just to fall again? If you can't answer me that then at least answer me this. Why did you make me forget the pain of my past just to re-live it again when you broke my heart?

You can no longer see me, as I am a cloud forever raining the pieces of my shattered heart over you – forever watching your next steps. Are you scared? Do you feel watched? Are you in pain like I was? At least now you know how it feels to have a hard time trying to breathe. Its like falling whilst being surrounded by smoke, choking on pain. Spilling the pieces of my shattered heart over the world just to let them know I'm still here in the atmosphere. Making sure everything goes wrong for you --because you deserve nothing more than to watch your world fall before you. To feel alone and to have no one beside you... its what I'm trying to create just for you because you know what? I still love you.

I'm trying to forget your smile,the way you laughed at my clumsiness. The way you would explain how you were feeling to me just to here me say I love you. But I could not wait for you to say it back, as the truth really does hurt. I could not wait for you each morning and have that dought that one day I knew you wouldn't turn up. I collected the pieces of your heart when you were broken and I glued them together again when you needed me to lean on. But to be honest I wasn't strong enough for you have me as your leaning post because you knew one day I would fall.

Was I just your pet to love you and cuddle you when you were sad? Was I just that person to wipe your tears away when they would not stop falling? You were so broken and my heart was so torn that the stitches couldn't solve it. You were not light enough for me to hold. Like your tears were surrounding you and you were slipping from my grasp. Like I were falling off a cliff but never reaching the ground, falling through dark mist slowly surrounding me. Injecting poison into my veins –I could feel it spreading around my body. Slowly bruising my heart.

If you can hear me then I'm saying goodbye that one last time. Just to let you know, your love will never fade from my heart even if its gates have broken, it will not escape as it has its own hold on me, stopping me from feeling that pain once again. I will be waiting for you at heavens gate. I will wait for you forever and even if I fade by the time you get here, you will be able to feel my presence. Even as a wandering soul I will still be there talking to you in your dreams.


Submitted: March 12, 2010

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everlastinglove

thankyou lauren its always great when people coment on my work in a postive way but youre right i do need to think of writing a posstive poem i will try and see if i can i just struggle to wirte in a posstive way this is my way of expressing how i feel... but i will try as i have not written for ages

Mon, May 17th, 2010 6:22am

glitter snow426

wow, so deep and powerful!! It certainly caught my heart, sad but glowing with love and emotion!! great work!

Wed, February 2nd, 2011 7:50am

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thank you :)

Sat, March 24th, 2012 6:41am

everlastinglove

thankyou very much, i have read some of your work to glitter snow and it is very good... thankyou i am glad you like my work!

Wed, February 2nd, 2011 8:27am

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