Just my life

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just lately how I feel

Submitted: December 04, 2015

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I hate being 17. It's so close to freedom but I still get treated like a child. The argument is that I'm still a child which is a valid point. I feel like I'm not. My parents keep sheltering me like this even though I'm not one who is dependent. I know my strengths and weaknesses and one of them is that I'm independent. This can go both ways I think. I'm ready to have my own mind and live my own life. I hate living at home with a worthless fucked up father and a mother who keeps restricting me in a cage. I have my life goals but it's hard to do when I have my parents get in my way instead of supporting my own path. I want the best in life and take it to the next level. I'm applying to Harvard because I believe it could start my best life. I'm praying for it because I want it so bad. I know my hardship isn't as extreme as others but to me it's all I ever known and I deserve this. Call me selfish but why would I let someone take my opportunity when it's mine? I desperately want to be own my own. I'm a loner, introvert, and overall ready to conquer this world on my own. I want my life a certain way. I don't care about my appearance at all because it's all money which I don't have. I help my mom with a fair amount of the bills. When I'm in college I want to stand strong on my own. I highly doubt my parents intended to raise me this way where I resist their control but after time I learned right and wrong. How else do they think I won't make mistakes if I don't learn from them? I'm n it perfect but I strongly dislike their opinion. They don't know me. I can't ever talk to them because I can't trust their words seeing that pattern from past to present. I am far because o don't want to be in this low ever again. I want to be a doctor/surgeon or whatever in the medical field because I want to play it safe. It makes a lot of money and I believe money does buy happiness. I think the job won't be enjoyable but the staff will be family to me and that means the world to me. I want my life to be a tumblr life. Wow can I sound anymore 17? 


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