A bit of myself

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just a little about myself I thought I would share

Submitted: December 21, 2013

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Submitted: December 21, 2013

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well what's there to tell. I'm your ordinary, average, typical, yet distinctively unique and exceptional 27 year old female. I do have children. Little boys, and they are my strength, motivation, determination and so much more. I've endured significant amounts of pain and struggle in my life so far. There's been many times I've been at a rock bottom and had to peel myself from a basic foundational lowest of the low. But I've battled, disputed and challenged life's trials and tests. Refused to surrender or abandon my true longing and requirement to find my purpose in life. I'm proud to say that it was only after all of the strife, hassle and pain that I was able to advance forward with a driving impact. I am now able to find some sort of affirmation or positive constructivism in even the most inferior unfavorable and detrimental times. My horrendous yet magnificent journey had not been terminated yet though. I am still, fighting, disputing attacking and litigating life minute to minute, hour to hour, and day to day. A little over a year ago I was diagnosed with a rare type of non Hodgkin's lymphoma called primary large B cell mediastinal lymphoma. This diagnosis has been my toughest and most indigestible encounter in life so far. Like a horrid and terrifying nightmare I can't seem to enliven or revive myself out of. A bottomless pit of misery, torment, suffering and agony. Somehow I find enough faith, hope, courage and strength in myself, my children and a few unbelievably amazing and incredible individuals to maintain and persevere even on my most ailing, painful and dreadful days. I'm still able to stand, still able to talk and write about my experience, still able to learn, still able to teach and most of all still able to smile. I've come entirely too far in life to be stopped now. There's parts of me that may be broken but I will never be shattered. My story isn't over yet and I refuse to be forced to a premature ending before it has the chance to be completed with the ever so desired "happy ending" I am worthy of and so deserve.


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