The Fear To Love

The Fear To Love

Fiona Harris

I remember it well...too well it seems, that this heart of mine still stings because of that memory.

It was almost a relationship that would last forever...but unfortunately, it didn't, because of the unbearable

mistake he did to me...

I saw Ronald proposing to a woman in a fancy restaurant...I was in tears....shattered...but...I had to end

this since he already chose the one....so, I went in and everyone looked at me in shock...but I looked at

Ronald and said, "Congratulations.."......Ronald just stood there and said, "Len...I'm sorry..",

I just stormed outside, still crying, then I called a cab and went to my own apartment...since then, I swore

to myself that i would never EVER fall for another person...until I met this guy...

James Walden...he is the type of guy you'd definitely find easy to be with....I met him at a company since we

both applied on the same day...it started off with the wrong foot...he accidentally bumped all my stuff on the

concrete..but he was still nice to help me with getting all my stuff back into place...of course I thanked him...

we both introduced ourselves then had a cup of coffee after the interview..few months passed...he asked

me to be his girlfriend.....I hesitated...I still had that same old doubt inside that if I say yes, I would just get 

hurt again...but, just as i was about to answer "no", he kissed me, then he said, "Just trust me...and I'll do

whatever it takes to heal whatever pain is there inside....please be mine...", suddenly, I  felt different...

I thought, maybe I SHOULD give him a chance...after all, he's been a good friend to me...so I said...

"Okay...I trust you...and I promise I'll never doubt you for the rest of my life...".....since then, we've always

been trusting and loving to each other...and I started to forget the pain inside...because of this person who

never gave up on me...