i need a lobotomy

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: January 14, 2017

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You can’t fix what you cannot see

But I don’t feel broken

Just a bit warped…

Nothing I can say will make a difference

Won’t change how I feel

Won’t change how you look at me

I don’t feel you anymore

Though I crave your embrace

You where the place I could run to

When things got to be too much

You were a place where I didn’t feel alone

I was so close. Could you feel me near?

It’s hard to remember, the memory gets more blurry with each passing day

I start to speak, but if I go on any longer, I won’t be able to stop

I need to just stop

Stop thinking

Stop trying to think

Stop trying to speak

I can see how they see me

The looks in their eyes say everything they won’t

But it’s okay

It’s okay

I don’t mind

Cause I won’t say anything either

Nor do I have the ability to

I believe the words have abandoned me

Things I used to say so easily just seem to choke me now

My brain is having major malfunctions

Maybe

I need a lobotomy


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