A Fading Friendship....

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

For the times I have problems in life... I write these things to show my emotions.

One minute we were laughing harmoniously. The next, we were walking away from each other crying angry tears.I always knew the day would come when a guy will tear our friendship apart. Yes, I know we've through a lot. Yes, I know we have our differences and I'm a year younger than you. But, did we ever let those things come between us? The answer: HELL NO!But now, I can see that there's one thing in the whole world that can manage to drift us apart. I can now see why I despise guys so much. They broke my heart, and they continue on doing so. We were already like sisters. We call each other sis and we don't let anyone or anything keep us apart. Until now, I never knew that it would hurt that much. I felt like my other part of me was being ripped away. But it was not that, that brought angry-betrayed tears into my eyes. It was the feeling of you wanting to drift away from me. Itried to save you, to save us from being torn apart. But, you were too lovestruck to even notice the genuine tears streaming down my face. And I did the last thing that I wanted to do to make the pain ease a little. I looked directly at your eyes and put as much disgust in my voice as I could "I WILL NEVER BE LIKE THAT. I WILL NEVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AS YOU DID." It worked and as I struggled to walk away, I bowed my head and cried violently. You sliced a part of me like it was a piece of cake. It'll never be whole again. You left a void that no one could fill. They would only be a cover that'll dissolve. You can never be replaced. But time to time, I know in my heart that I regretted what I said to you that day and walked away while crying and bawling my eyes out. Every now and then, the void turned into a sore cut that always bleed whenever I look back at that one specific day. But I stuck to the thought that you were too lovestruck to even care about me. And it sometimes works. I manage to stitch up the cut in my heart and stop the bleeding. But, that doesn't always work. Sometimes, I have to think of the misery that that day brought into my life. I have to look back into certain times that broke my heart. And that manages to strengthen me up and clot my bleeding heart.Now, I will always have that scar that you put in my heart. But still, I have the memories of the precious time we spend together.


Submitted: May 16, 2010

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Graeme Montrose

Sad but well writen

Sun, May 16th, 2010 5:50am

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Aww... Thanks!!! =]

Sun, May 16th, 2010 3:20pm

phantomreader

Oh don't be so dramatic... You know in your wounded heart that I would never choose a guy over you... Pish! Tosh! We should have an Oath.. Wait 'tilI get back.. Just remember: I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MY BESTFRIEND, I LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER DAMMIT! And no guy is ever going to break our years-earned bond! You got it?!

Sun, May 16th, 2010 9:46pm

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Like Duh!!!
Of course I got it.
You are FAMILY.
=]

Sun, May 16th, 2010 3:18pm

cloudsgrey

yes things are like this, growing it gets like this again and again, but ts a good thing gets you strong

Sun, June 13th, 2010 11:00pm

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Yep... It really makes me strong. =D Thanks for the comment! XD

Tue, June 15th, 2010 7:52pm

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