The Love of My Life...

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

This is the story of the love of my life. Ya'll may think that this is silly... But... He already passed away... He's my cat... I love him ever so much... I hope that ya'll be touched with this story... Coz' everytime I read it... It just bring tears into my eyes...

I didn't want to believe what I saw.

A hand flew to my mouth and a sob escaped from my chest.

I fell on my knees and a stream of tears fell along my face.

My hand reached out as if to save you.

But before I touched you, I knew I was too late.

I pulled my hand back and ran while crying.

But I'll never forget your green eyes.

--The Day I Lost You Forever--

As I wrapped the towel around my body, I remember that I forgot to feed my cat. Neo. He was a half-siamese half-stray. But even though he's like that I love every little thing about him. His jade green eyes, his ebony fur and his loving self. A smile spread across my face when I went out the bathroom. I went up the stairs and put some clothes on. I had on a white shirt and shorts. I grabbed the brush that was on my cabinet and went down the stairs humming the song 'Samson' by Regina Spektor. I flopped down on the sofa while combing my hair. "Hey Daddy!" I said as I spotted him emerging from the kitchen. "What's for dinnah?" He flashed me a smile. "Secret." I rolled my eyes at him and hugged my paw-shaped soft blue pillow. My brother and sister was watching TV and playing at the same time on the carpet that was in front of the sofa. Usually, Neo was always sprawled across the arm chair scratching it. But he was nowhere to be found. I shrugged and went to the kitchen. I got his kitty bowl and prepaired his food. I settled it down on the usual place where I put it. "Neo!" I called for him. "Neo! Food's ready." You might think that saying that towards a cat is silly. That speaking to him like a human that understands is silly. But it's not. He actually comes up running towards me, but not this time. For the fifth time I called, I got worried. He was never like this. "Daddy? Where's Neo?" I asked him without turning to look at him. "Huh? What? Oh! I don't know honey. Maybe he's outside catching something to eat, since you're 2 hours late on feeding him." He teased. I shook my head and went outside. I looked outside of our house and at the park nearby. I can't find him anywhere. Since it was dark and the moon was hidden behind clouds and he's a black cat, he's hard to find. I sighed and stood outside of the door with hands on my hips. I saw something shiny black in my peripheral vision, I looked at it and froze. At first, I thought he was just sleeping. Then I realized that he was so stiff.My vision blurred and on impulse, I ran inside the house. I grabbed my paw-shaped pillow and clutched it against my chest like my life depended on it. I backed against the wall and slid down on the floor. The first stream of tears ran down the side of my cheeks. But somehow, I managed to croak out the words. But it came out as a command.

"Dad. Go check if Neo's alright. He's beside the door outside."

He looked at me one time and darted out the door. I fighted the thoughts that was in my mind. He's dead...Someone whispered in my mind. I shook my head violently as if to shake the thoughts away.No! No! No!He. Is. Not! I shouted in my mind. My eyes started to fill. I had to bite my lip to prevent the sob that was building in my chest, and Iclosed my eyes to prevent any tears tospill. Iheard thefootsteps on our tiles. I opened my eyes slowly. My thoughts at that moment were, Listen and see that you have nothing to worry about. Dad'll just say that Neo's just sleeping... Yes, that's right. He's gonna say that Neo's just sleeping. As I opened them, I saw Dad's sad sad eyes. A lump formed in my throat and I knew my face was blank and expressionless. But inside, my heart was broken into pieces. I knew if I tried to speak I would loose it. My mind was going on and on and on. No! No! No! It screamed over and over again. My shirt was soaked because of the never-ending flood of tears. But no sound came out of me. Dad spoke sadly while I cried without any sound. "Summer, if you want... we can bury him." I nodded without emotion. I didn't know how many minutes had passed but I just moved while I cried and clutched the pillow against my chest. I watched while dad made a small coffin and dug out a hole for the coffing to fit into. It was just in our garden. Tears spilled while he did that. And finally, when he lifted the cold stiff Neo. It was like he broke a steel door that held all my emotions. The very first violent sob came out of me. Then it didn't stop. He laid Neo inside the coffin and put the coffin inside the hole and filled the hole again. When he tried to hug me, I just jerked away. He left me there and I wept and sobbed.

I stayed there looking at the place where we buried him for almost an hour. I whirled around and picked a rose that was planted in our garden and carefully placed it at the top of the big pile of soil that covered the coffin. As the the tears spilled from my eyes, I bowed my head and cried violently. I send a silent prayer to God and sat down on the chair my dad put outside. The tears still haven't stopped. My shirt and my pillow was soaked. I recalled every memory we had together. I looked at the place where we buried him and thought, Why did you leave me? It may seem silly but, he was the only thing that was keeping me together. As I thought about how I found him there. The wind whirled around me. And it started to drizzle. I went inside and up to my room. I wouldn't let anyone talk to me or touch me. Igrabbed my phone and called my mom. She wasn't answering it. That night, I slept without having dinner and any dreams.

In the morning, I woke up with my mom beside me. Iimmediately hurled myself into her arms and cried....

Up until now, that day haunts me. Ihope that he's happy and safe up there.....


Submitted: May 16, 2010

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phantomreader

Aw, Neyo.... [cries softly]

Mon, May 17th, 2010 1:28am

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*sniffles* I miss him so so so so much...

Mon, May 17th, 2010 10:54pm

Rose Bouquet


Hi, this is wonderfully emotional. I can see you love animals too!
And it's so hard to say good-bye when it feels like you want to say hello! Do I have the right idea?
Rose

Mon, May 17th, 2010 12:01pm

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Yep... He... Uh... He died... Umm, My cat. Yes... Uh he died. He died last March 24, 2010... God I miss him so much...

Mon, May 17th, 2010 10:56pm

Rose Bouquet

I'm so so sorry, you poor dear.
I miss my dogs that are gone, it's really hard, I'm so sorry about your loss.
Rose

Tue, May 18th, 2010 7:33am

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Aww... Yes, it's hard... I'm gonna write how he died... How I found him cold and hard... God, I'm crying again...

Lovelots,
Summer

Wed, May 19th, 2010 9:18pm

A Dying Tear

Aw... That's so sad.... I had a cat too but... she died too......... I feel for you... I'm sorry....

Tue, May 18th, 2010 2:14pm

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Aww.. It's hard... I know... Gosh, I loved him so much... D'ya know that everytime he sees me cry he comes over to me and curls on my lap as if to comfort me? Gosh, I miss him...


Lovelots,
Summer

Wed, May 19th, 2010 9:19pm

scarletvixen

Neyo didn't die on the year 2010!!!

Wed, May 19th, 2010 12:09am

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He died on the year of 2008...

Wed, May 19th, 2010 9:22pm

Rose Bouquet

You know, I just wanted to let you know, I think you are doing such a good thing by writing. Writing is a very good outlet for emotions like grief and sadness, so keep writing!
Rose

Thu, May 20th, 2010 5:40pm

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Aww... Thanks! I'm really not good at expressing emotions in person. I express it best when I write it, or rather type it.


Lovelots,
Summer

Fri, May 21st, 2010 4:04pm

scarletvixen

Awwww..... I feel sad and inspired! I feel sad 'cause I think my writing sucks (stupid writer's block!) and inspired 'caue I want to make better entries... :[

Wed, May 26th, 2010 6:37am

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Try to remember... Your Happy-Place and then... Maybe you'll get inspiured. =D

Thu, May 27th, 2010 12:54am

scarletvixen

My happy place is with you!! And with my mom.. :[:

Mon, June 7th, 2010 8:52pm

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=D

Thu, June 10th, 2010 2:26pm

scarletvixen

My happy place is with you!! And with my mom.. :[:

Mon, June 7th, 2010 8:52pm

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