It Never Goes Away

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
This one is about feelings that almost all teens have sometimes and my perspective about it.

Submitted: September 02, 2013

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I saw her cuts today. I didn’t ask anything, I didn’t stare either, but I know what I saw. Then she said she had cats, maybe it was one of them, but no, it didn’t look like it. Poor girl she must feel so alone, even though she does have friends you know. The weird thing is she looks so fine on the outside but she’s so broke on the inside. I wish I could help her, but I wouldn’t know what to say. Even though I guess sometimes a hug means a lot more. Maybe her family doesn’t get it, maybe she cries all nights and then, then she puts on a smile. Is weird because I felt that way too, sometime, I still do actually, but I’ve never cut myself, I thought of it, but never done it. Still I know that loneliness, I know that fear, I know that fake smile you’ve got to put everyday so they don’t start asking questions you don’t want to answer or the ones you don’t have an answer to.  And that feeling… God! That feeling…that feeling you get to scream it out loud, to say it to the world and they understand, but instead you keep it in. Every day it gets bigger that stuff inside that no one can describe and then you realize you’ve been the same your whole life and that feeling always comes back and that’s when you know, even though you thought it was gone, it has never gotten away. 

By:friendsthatlast


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