Gay Research

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
I was perplexed whether to come out or not in this journal entry.

Submitted: March 23, 2010

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Submitted: March 23, 2010



Monday Oct 22 2007
.........If I ever do get married, if God wants it God will put the girl in front of me and if God wants me to have children with her he will allow it, otherwise I'll only adopt if i have a wife otherwise It's unfair to the kid.
To bad only books and a Lap Top to entertain him or her.
I can't wait till I'm living my dream, Can't wait. I'm hyper and excited now just thinking of it. Oh, and I'll take my family on trips and some day have cabins for people to rent. More money that will go towards research for medical findings. 
This Journal is relatively self explanatory in relation to my predicament. I was for once optimistic about being who I am.
In the second one sentence paragraph I was saying in order to have sex my lover would watch porn by books or internet. The him piece was really the first sign of my want to come out of the closet.
And you know what, I am going to improvise. If I am a man who likes men that is fine because I am going to be rich off from renting cabins. Than I will donate that money to medical findings. Of course I was referring to nothing other than gay research. 

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