You broke my heart
You made the tears fall
You made this world black and white
But I loved you through it all
All of the hurt
All the times I lied
I cant make it work anymore
Though I've tried
Days and nights
Spent with you
Only ended up with blood or fights
The impossible is learing
The hate is plain as day
But I can't help myself
I love... loved you anyway
Tears and smiles
I shouldn't have to ride
Woke to my senses
What point it all of this
When were behind two fences?
Goodbye's have come
Good times faded
I'm doing what I should have done
A long time ago
I couldnt say it to you in person. I'm a coward in that way Max, and we both have always known this.
My life sucked with you... It'll suck without you.
This is the last time. I love you.... at least I did. Everleigh xx
There it was again. The last thing she said to me before she died. My life will suck without you.
Truth is, nobody knows for sure. Police are ruling it as a tragic accident, but the people who really knew her, the people who had learned the confused paths deep inside of her, knew that there was something more. It was hard to have to think that perhaps the cause of it all was me. I've never been a good guy, I've never been a truly bad one either. Just maybe... I wasn't the guy she needed. I wasn't the guy that walked the same complicated paths.
I lifted the vial to my lips, eyes focused completley on the letter. I blinked back anything I didn't want to think. Breathe... The liquid plunged into my mouth, filling my blood with blue poison. Not long now...
"My life didn't suck with you. My life sucks without you."
That was the last thing that walked side by side with my last breath.
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